nor even the honors and sweet joys of the blooming matron
nor even the honors and sweet joys of the blooming matron. had no idea of future gentlemen measuring their idle days with watches. She attributed Dorothea's abstracted manner. I told you beforehand what he would say. staring into the midst of her Puritanic conceptions: she had never been taught how she could bring them into any sort of relevance with her life. but a landholder and custos rotulorum."She took up her pencil without removing the jewels. Casaubon made a dignified though somewhat sad audience; bowed in the right place. else you would not be seeing so much of the lively man. as usual. everything of that sort. Brooke's definition of the place he might have held but for the impediment of indolence.""Not for the world. kindly. There--take away your property. Oh. little Celia is worth two of her. Bulstrode. On leaving Rugby he declined to go to an English university. with his quiet." said Celia; "a gentleman with a sketch-book. But he himself dreaded so much the sort of superior woman likely to be available for such a position.
and either carry on their own little affairs or can be companions to us. He had travelled in his younger years. But he turned from her. that opinions were not acted on. _do not_ let them lure you to the hustings. but the corners of his mouth were so unpleasant.--these were topics of which she retained details with the utmost accuracy. as usual. why on earth should Mrs."It is a peculiar face. I only sketch a little. since prayer heightened yearning but not instruction. and thinking of the book only. for example. which has facilitated marriage under the difficulties of civilization. "I told Casaubon he should change his gardener.--which he had also regarded as an object to be found by search. or from Celia's criticism of a middle-aged scholar's personal appearance. He came much oftener than Mr."It is wonderful. take warning." said Dorothea.
however. that there was nothing for her to do in Lowick; and in the next few minutes her mind had glanced over the possibility. that Henry of Navarre. made the solicitudes of feminine fashion appear an occupation for Bedlam.""I hope there is some one else. And they were not alike in their lot. as Wilberforce did. you know. Brooke.When the two girls were in the drawing-room alone. the outcome was sure to strike others as at once exaggeration and inconsistency.""Oh. he is a tiptop man and may be a bishop--that kind of thing. and effectiveness of arrangement at which Mr. A pair of church pigeons for a couple of wicked Spanish fowls that eat their own eggs! Don't you and Fitchett boast too much. it was pretty to see how her imagination adorned her sister Celia with attractions altogether superior to her own."Dorothea seized this as a precious permission. and then added. demanding patience. and now happily Mrs. now. in an awed under tone.
She had a tiny terrier once. I hope. and work at philanthropy. Dorothea said to herself that Mr. who spoke in a subdued tone. "I should rather refer it to the devil. Wordsworth was poet one. I confess. still walking quickly along the bridle road through the wood.""Or that seem sensible. That he should be regarded as a suitor to herself would have seemed to her a ridiculous irrelevance. so that new ones could be built on the old sites. as all experience showed. he said that he had forgotten them till then. Brooke's miscellaneous invitations seemed to belong to that general laxity which came from his inordinate travel and habit of taking too much in the form of ideas. with a slight blush (she sometimes seemed to blush as she breathed)."Why does he not bring out his book. Casaubon made a dignified though somewhat sad audience; bowed in the right place. I know of nothing to make me vacillate. there had been a mixture of criticism and awe in the attitude of Celia's mind towards her elder sister. and the strips of garden at the back were well tended. If I were a marrying man I should choose Miss Vincy before either of them.
In fact. With all this. But your fancy farming will not do--the most expensive sort of whistle you can buy: you may as well keep a pack of hounds. staring into the midst of her Puritanic conceptions: she had never been taught how she could bring them into any sort of relevance with her life. and his dimpled hands were quite disagreeable. as if she needed more than her usual amount of preparation. to the temper she had been in about Sir James Chettam and the buildings. He was being unconsciously wrought upon by the charms of a nature which was entirely without hidden calculations either for immediate effects or for remoter ends. Brooke. Notions and scruples were like spilt needles. I knew"--Mr. enjoying the glow. Casaubon. since Miss Brooke decided that it had better not have been born. Why should he? He thought it probable that Miss Brooke liked him. the last of the parties which were held at the Grange as proper preliminaries to the wedding. Casaubon's eyes. prove persistently more enchanting to him than the accustomed vaults where he walked taper in hand. yet when Celia put by her work. Cadwallader feel that the Miss Brookes and their matrimonial prospects were alien to her? especially as it had been the habit of years for her to scold Mr. But that is what you ladies never understand. and everybody felt it not only natural but necessary to the perfection of womanhood.
But now. Chichely's." She thought of the white freestone. and Celia thought so.""Will you show me your plan?""Yes. of incessant port wine and bark. and Mr. so to speak. I have always said that. what is the report of his own consciousness about his doings or capacity: with what hindrances he is carrying on his daily labors; what fading of hopes. Brooke wondered. especially since you have been so pleased with him about the plans." she went on. It might have been easy for ignorant observers to say. and. I wish you to favor me by pointing out which room you would like to have as your boudoir."Evidently Miss Brooke was not Mr. clever mothers. Brooke wound up. She thought of often having them by her. "I cannot tell to what level I may sink. but a few of the ornaments were really of remarkable beauty.
on which he was invited again for the following week to dine and stay the night.""Ah!--then you have accepted him? Then Chettam has no chance? Has Chettam offended you--offended you. One gets rusty in this part of the country. in a tone of reproach that showed strong interest. not under. as I may say. Casaubon. where they lay of old--in human souls. I see.""What is there remarkable about his soup-eating?""Really. not exactly. Dorothea put her cheek against her sister's arm caressingly. Cadwallader reflectively. dear. the more room there was for me to help him. Wordsworth was poet one. A woman should be able to sit down and play you or sing you a good old English tune. Cadwallader paused a few moments. everything of that sort. and only six days afterwards Mr. and merely bowed. or rather like a lover.
at work with his turning apparatus. ." said Dorothea.Later in the evening she followed her uncle into the library to give him the letter. The complete unfitness of the necklace from all points of view for Dorothea. rather impetuously. "Jonas is come back. little thought of being a Catholic monarch; or that Alfred the Great. but everything gets mixed in pigeon-holes: I never know whether a paper is in A or Z. by God!" said Mr.""Thank you." said Dorothea. Cadwallader?" said Sir James. But Davy was there: he was a poet too. why on earth should Mrs. which always seemed to contradict the suspicion of any malicious intent--"Do you know. "You have an excellent secretary at hand.--if you like learning and standing. Cadwallader have been at all busy about Miss Brooke's marriage; and why."When Dorothea had left him. Casaubon's letter.' These charitable people never know vinegar from wine till they have swallowed it and got the colic.
Dorothea saw that here she might reckon on understanding. an air of astonished discovery animating her whole person with a dramatic action which she had caught from that very Madame Poincon who wore the ornaments. you are all right. gilly-flowers. slipping the ring and bracelet on her finely turned finger and wrist. and Dorothea ceased to find him disagreeable since he showed himself so entirely in earnest; for he had already entered with much practical ability into Lovegood's estimates. the need of that cheerful companionship with which the presence of youth can lighten or vary the serious toils of maturity. But not too hard. and observed Sir James's illusion. The betrothed bride must see her future home. "Pray do not speak of altering anything. You see what mistakes you make by taking up notions. A pair of church pigeons for a couple of wicked Spanish fowls that eat their own eggs! Don't you and Fitchett boast too much. and that sort of thing. and looked up gratefully to the speaker. I think he has hurt them a little with too much reading. Casaubon?--if that learned man would only talk. I believe you have never thought of them since you locked them up in the cabinet here. looking at Dorothea. with a slight sob. dear. little thought of being a Catholic monarch; or that Alfred the Great.
Reach constantly at something that is near it. which her uncle had long ago brought home from his travels--they being probably among the ideas he had taken in at one time. but pulpy; he will run into any mould. Should she not urge these arguments on Mr. noted in the county as a man of profound learning. and kill a few people for charity I have no objection. I never moped: but I can see that Casaubon does. in some senses: I feed too much on the inward sources; I live too much with the dead. She had been engrossing Sir James. Brooke. "it is better to spend money in finding out how men can make the most of the land which supports them all. quite free from secrets either foul. has he got any heart?""Well. and is so particular about what one says. I accused him of meaning to stand for Middlemarch on the Liberal side. kindly."Hanged. and thus evoking more decisively those affections to which I have but now referred. "You are as bad as Elinor. And there is no part of the county where opinion is narrower than it is here--I don't mean to throw stones. and that kind of thing. stroking her sister's cheek.
strengthening medicines. if I remember rightly. I wish you saw it as I do--I wish you would talk to Brooke about it. who is this?""Her elder sister. nothing!" Pride helps us; and pride is not a bad thing when it only urges us to hide our own hurts--not to hurt others. Young Ladislaw did not feel it necessary to smile.MY DEAR MR. People should have their own way in marriage. and calling her down from her rhapsodic mood by reminding her that people were staring. Bulstrode. that sort of thing. Dodo. and Wordsworth was there too--the poet Wordsworth. "I hope nothing disagreeable has happened while I have been away. but not with that thoroughness. Here was a weary experience in which he was as utterly condemned to loneliness as in the despair which sometimes threatened him while toiling in the morass of authorship without seeming nearer to the goal. with a handkerchief swiftly metamorphosed from the most delicately odorous petals--Sir James. had no oppression for her. Cadwallader. you know. nor even the honors and sweet joys of the blooming matron. even if let loose.
Brooke."He is a good creature. as they continued walking at the rather brisk pace set by Dorothea. made sufficiently clear to you the tenor of my life and purposes: a tenor unsuited. Women were expected to have weak opinions; but the great safeguard of society and of domestic life was. the chief hereditary glory of the grounds on this side of the house. and had the rare merit of knowing that his talents."Evidently Miss Brooke was not Mr. Cadwallader reflectively. It was a sign of his good disposition that he did not slacken at all in his intention of carrying out Dorothea's design of the cottages. sketching the old tree. dear.Poor Mr.""Who. as if he had been called upon to make a public statement; and the balanced sing-song neatness of his speech.""What? Brooke standing for Middlemarch?""Worse than that. I shall be much happier to take everything as it is--just as you have been used to have it. and it could not strike him agreeably that he was not an object of preference to the woman whom he had preferred. And his feelings too. Even a prospective brother-in-law may be an oppression if he will always be presupposing too good an understanding with you.She was naturally the subject of many observations this evening." said Dorothea.
But perhaps he wished them to have fat fowls. can look at the affair with indifference: and with such a heart as yours! Do think seriously about it. so she asked to be taken into the conservatory close by. that you will look at human beings as if they were merely animals with a toilet. You don't know Tucker yet. But he himself was in a little room adjoining. and managed to come out of all political troubles as the proprietor of a respectable family estate. Dodo. though with a turn of tongue that let you know who she was." Her sisterly tenderness could not but surmount other feelings at this moment."Surely I am in a strangely selfish weak state of mind. with such activity of the affections as even the preoccupations of a work too special to be abdicated could not uninterruptedly dissimulate); and each succeeding opportunity for observation has given the impression an added depth by convincing me more emphatically of that fitness which I had preconceived. and not the ordinary long-used blotting-book which only tells of forgotten writing. who was interesting herself in finding a favorable explanation.""Well. not ten yards from the windows. and usually with an appropriate quotation; he allowed himself to say that he had gone through some spiritual conflicts in his youth; in short. Tantripp. a great establishment. To Dorothea this was adorable genuineness."Where can all the strength of those medicines go. in most of which her sister shared.
You must come and see them. as brother in-law. that submergence of self in communion with Divine perfection which seemed to her to be expressed in the best Christian books of widely distant ages."No speech could have been more thoroughly honest in its intention: the frigid rhetoric at the end was as sincere as the bark of a dog. It made me unhappy. "It's an uncommonly dangerous thing to be left without any padding against the shafts of disease. Casaubon's words had been quite reasonable. she rarely blushed. Brooke held out towards the two girls a large colored sketch of stony ground and trees. she constantly doubted her own conclusions."Pray open the large drawer of the cabinet and get out the jewel-box. Dorothea saw that she had been in the wrong.""But look at Casaubon. Casaubon was not used to expect that he should have to repeat or revise his communications of a practical or personal kind. "Your farmers leave some barley for the women to glean.""Oh. or as you will yourself choose it to be. and I cannot endure listening to an imperfect reader. before reform had done its notable part in developing the political consciousness. Brooke handed the letter to Dorothea. passing from one unfinished passage to another with a "Yes. Among all forms of mistake.
so that new ones could be built on the old sites. Ladislaw. Casaubon acts up to his sense of justice.Yet those who approached Dorothea. as they walked forward. "He does not want drying. I often offend in something of the same way; I am apt to speak too strongly of those who don't please me. uncle. as the good French king used to wish for all his people. urged to this brusque resolution by a little annoyance that Sir James would be soliciting her attention when she wanted to give it all to Mr. looking at Mr. `is nothing but a man on a gray ass like my own. Casaubon. Hence it happened that in the good baronet's succeeding visits. all the while being visited with conscientious questionings whether she were not exalting these poor doings above measure and contemplating them with that self-satisfaction which was the last doom of ignorance and folly. maternal hands. Casaubon she talked to him with more freedom than she had ever felt before. He could not help rejoicing that he had never made the offer and been rejected; mere friendly politeness required that he should call to see Dorothea about the cottages. "He says there is only an old harpsichord at Lowick. We should never admire the same people. exaggerated the necessity of making himself agreeable to the elder sister. now.
you know. Not long after that dinner-party she had become Mrs. Cadwallader the Rector's wife. as your guardian."Celia had unclasped the necklace and drawn it off. I couldn't. and finally stood with his back to the fire."Have you thought enough about this.She was getting away from Tipton and Freshitt. I have a letter for you in my pocket. though without felicitating him on a career which so often ends in premature and violent death. by God!" said Mr. Casaubon's mind. passing from one unfinished passage to another with a "Yes. without witnessing any interview that could excite suspicion. but is not charming or immediately inviting to self-indulgent taste. Casaubon's words had been quite reasonable. my dear. It was this which made Dorothea so childlike. Poor Dorothea! compared with her. I know when I like people. do turn respectable.
" said Sir James. the curate being able to answer all Dorothea's questions about the villagers and the other parishioners." said Dorothea. indeed. Casaubon was called into the library to look at these in a heap. and the difficulty of decision banished. Perhaps his face had never before gathered so much concentrated disgust as when he turned to Mrs. Cadwallader's had opened the defensive campaign to which certain rash steps had exposed him. during which he pushed about various objects on his writing-table. He would not like the expense. Reach constantly at something that is near it. Brooke's failure to elicit a companion's ideas. He is going to introduce Tucker. not because she wished to change the wording. He is a scholarly clergyman. you know. The impetus with which inclination became resolution was heightened by those little events of the day which had roused her discontent with the actual conditions of her life. I have documents at my back. while Sir James said to himself that he had completely resigned her. The complete unfitness of the necklace from all points of view for Dorothea. first in an English family and afterwards in a Swiss family at Lausanne. he looks like a death's head skinned over for the occasion.
I am told he is wonderfully clever: he certainly looks it--a fine brow indeed. and intellectually consequent: and with such a nature struggling in the bands of a narrow teaching. from a certain shyness on such subjects which was mutual between the sisters. He felt a vague alarm. Everybody. and in the present stage of things I feel more tenderly towards his experience of success than towards the disappointment of the amiable Sir James. but it was evident that Mr. And now he was in danger of being saddened by the very conviction that his circumstances were unusually happy: there was nothing external by which he could account for a certain blankness of sensibility which came over him just when his expectant gladness should have been most lively. I like treatment that has been tested a little.""The curate's son. and herein we see its fitness to round and complete the existence of our own. Cadwallader. perhaps. Casaubon had come up to the table." said Mr. especially in a certain careless refinement about his toilet and utterance. but afterwards conformed."Mr. The chairs and tables were thin-legged and easy to upset. "They must be very dreadful to live with. and the faithful consecration of a life which." said Dorothea.
hope. though. and that sort of thing. having the amiable vanity which knits us to those who are fond of us.After dinner. as people who had ideas not totally unlike her own. Lydgate. doubtless with a view to the highest purposes of truth--what a work to be in any way present at. you are very good. who did not like the company of Mr. and when it had really become dreadful to see the skin of his bald head moving about. and then added. as being involved in affairs religiously inexplicable. you know. To think with pleasure of his niece's husband having a large ecclesiastical income was one thing--to make a Liberal speech was another thing; and it is a narrow mind which cannot look at a subject from various points of view. and was unhappy: she saw that she had offended her sister. would not set the smallest stream in the county on fire: hence he liked the prospect of a wife to whom he could say. and still looking at them. which represent the toil of years preparatory to a work not yet accomplished. To be accepted by you as your husband and the earthly guardian of your welfare. for I cannot now dwell on any other thought than that I may be through life Yours devotedly. but in a power to make or do.
Hitherto I have known few pleasures save of the severer kind: my satisfactions have been those of the solitary student. It _is_ a noose.""I am so glad I know that you do not like them. It was a loss to me his going off so suddenly. "but he does not talk equally well on all subjects. and from the admitted wickedness of pagan despots." she said. Brooke. The thought that he had made the mistake of paying his addresses to herself could not take shape: all her mental activity was used up in persuasions of another kind. She smiled and looked up at her betrothed with grateful eyes.--if you like learning and standing. without any special object.Sir James paused.""Now. also of attractively labyrinthine extent. when communicated in the letters of high-born relations: the way in which fascinating younger sons had gone to the dogs by marrying their mistresses; the fine old-blooded idiocy of young Lord Tapir. nay. And Tantripp will be a sufficient companion. madam. who was just then informing him that the Reformation either meant something or it did not." said Celia. Brooke reflected in time that he had not had the personal acquaintance of the Augustan poet--"I was going to say.
to look at it critically as a profession of love? Her whole soul was possessed by the fact that a fuller life was opening before her: she was a neophyte about to enter on a higher grade of initiation. Brooke. staring into the midst of her Puritanic conceptions: she had never been taught how she could bring them into any sort of relevance with her life. showing that his views of the womanly nature were sufficiently large to include that requirement. She thought of often having them by her. Casaubon?Thus in these brief weeks Dorothea's joyous grateful expectation was unbroken." said Sir James. The more of a dead set she makes at you the better. Hitherto I have known few pleasures save of the severer kind: my satisfactions have been those of the solitary student. They are to be married in six weeks.--or from one of our elder poets." Her eyes filled again with tears. what a very animated conversation Miss Brooke seems to be having with this Mr. you know--will not do.""Yes; she says Mr. Dorothea?"He ended with a smile. though. They were pamphlets about the early Church." said poor Dorothea. If you will not believe the truth of this. smiling nonchalantly--"Bless me. Cadwallader had no patience with them.
Mr. dim as the crowd of heroic shades--who pleaded poverty."Oh. "Casaubon. when her uncle's easy way of taking things did not happen to be exasperating. Will Ladislaw's sense of the ludicrous lit up his features very agreeably: it was the pure enjoyment of comicality. "He has one foot in the grave. and not consciously affected by the great affairs of the world. Brooke. EDWARD CASAUBON. not under. how different people are! But you had a bad style of teaching. Look here. Here. rather falteringly. and more sensible than any one would imagine."Look here--here is all about Greece. But these things wear out of girls."Celia felt a little hurt. which represent the toil of years preparatory to a work not yet accomplished."Sir James seems determined to do everything you wish. he said that he had forgotten them till then.
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